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  红木钢琴

  佚名

  多年以前,我是圣路易斯市一家钢琴公司的推销员。那时,我二十几岁。

  我们的广告刊登在各小镇的报纸上,在全州范围内出售我们的钢琴。当收到某个地方足够的订单时,我们就会用小卡车把钢琴送到订购人的家里。

  每次,在密苏里州东南部的棉花之乡登广告时,我们都会收到一份写在明信片上的订单,大意是说:“请为我的小孙女送来一架钢琴,一定要红木质的。我会每月用卖鸡蛋的钱,付给你们10美元。”这位老妇人在明信片上写满了字,还翻过来在正面的四边上也写满了字,以至于几乎没有地方写地址了。

  当然,我们不可能接受每月10美元的付款方式。因为没有哪一家信贷公司会接受这么小额的付款合同,所以,我们没有理睬她的订单。

  可是,有一天正赶上我去老妇人所在的地区送货,出于好奇,我决定去她家看看。我看到的和我想象的差不多:她住在棉花地中一间只有一个房间的佃农小屋里。

  小屋是泥土地,而且,里边还养着鸡。很显然老妇人没有资格以借贷方式买任何东西——因为她没有车,没有电话,没有正式的工作,只有一个不怎么好的屋顶。我发现屋顶的好几处地方都透光。她的孙女大约10岁,穿着用装饲料的麻袋做成的裙子。

  我向老妇人解释说,我们不能接受每月10美元的付款方式,并且告诉她下次看到我们的广告后不要再寄订单了。我非常悲痛地离开了她的家。然而,我的话对她没起任何作用。

  我们每隔6个星期就会收到同样的明信片,都是要订购一架红木新钢琴,并且发誓每月都会付10美元。这很让人伤心。

  几年后,我有了自己的钢琴公司,当我在那个地区登广告时,老妇人就把明信片寄到了我的公司。好几个月我都没有理会她的订单,除此之外我还能做什么呢?

  但是,一天当我在那个地区时,我有了其他的想法。我的小卡车上有一架红木钢琴,尽管我知道自己是在做赔本的买卖,但还是把那架钢琴送到了她的家里,并以个人名义和她约定她每月付给我10美元,分52次付清,没有利息。我把钢琴放在她屋里我认为最不可能漏雨的地方,并且告诉她和她的孙女不要让鸡飞到钢琴上。然后,我离开了,就只当扔了一架新钢琴。

  但是,按事先约定的,我准时收到了52次分期付款。有时是用胶带粘在3×5英寸的卡片上,并装在信封里的硬币,这简直让人难以置信。

  然而,这件特殊的事,我一忘就是20年。

  直到某一天,我去孟菲斯办事,在黎威河畔的一家度假宾馆吃过饭后,我走进休闲厅。坐下来喝饮料时,我听到身后传来优美的钢琴曲。我四处寻找,看到一位年轻女子在弹一架很棒的大钢琴。

  在某种程度上我也可以算是一位钢琴家,我被她的高超技艺折服了。我拿起饮料来到她身旁的桌子边,边听边打量她。她朝我微笑,问我想听什么曲子,并在休息的时候来到我的桌子前。

  “你就是多年前卖给我奶奶钢琴的那个人吧?”

  当时,我被她问愣了,所以我让她解释到底是怎么回事。

  她开始解释,我突然记起了当年的事情。天哪,她就是那个光着脚丫,穿着用装饲料的麻袋做成的裙子的小女孩。

  她告诉我她叫埃莉斯,因为她的祖母没钱供她去上钢琴课,所以,她只能通过收音机学习钢琴。她说她开始和祖母一起走两英里多的路去教堂弹琴。在学校弹琴,她也赢得了很多奖项,还赢得了音乐奖学金。后来,她嫁给孟菲斯的一位律师,他给她买了一架大钢琴。

  我突然想起一件事情,我问:“埃莉斯,你能告诉我,你祖母给你买的那架钢琴是什么质地的吗?”

  “它是红木的,”她问道,“你为什么问这个问题?”

  我没有说话。

  她是否懂得红木的意义?她是否知道她祖母的勇敢呢?她的祖母明明知道没有人会卖给她任何一架钢琴,却坚持要红木的。我想她是不会懂得这些的。

  另一方面,那个老妇人能够想到她贫穷的、穿饲料袋做成的裙子的孙女能取得如此大的成就吗?我想她也不会想到。

  而这一切我都看到了,我的喉咙哽咽了。

  最后,我说:“我只是好奇。我为你感到骄傲,但是,我要回房间了。”

  我必须回到我的房间去,因为,男人不想让别人看到他的眼泪。

  ■心灵小语

  勇敢,就是不计较个人得失,不考虑各种危险、障碍和压力,去做自己应该做的事情。这位钢琴公司的老板和那位老妇人都是勇敢的人,他们为了实现美好的愿望做出了令人尊敬的行为,一起谱写了小女孩的音乐梦想和幸福人生。

  The+Red+Mahogany+Piano

  Anonymous

  Many+years+ago,+when+I+was+a+young+man+in+my+twenties,+I+worked+as+a+salesman+for+a+St.+Louis+piano+company.

  We+sold+our+pianos+all+over+the+state+by+advertising+in+small+town+newspapers+and+then,+when+we+had+received+sufficient+replies,+we+would+load+our+little+trucks,+drive+into+the+area+and+sell+the+pianos+to+those+who+had+replied.

  Every+time+we+advertised+in+the+cotton+country+of+Southeast+Missouri,+we+would+receive+a+reply+on+a+postcard+which+said,+in+effect,+“Please+bring+me+a+new+piano+for+my+little+granddaughter.+It+must+be+red+mahogany1.+I+can+pay+$10+a+month+with+my+egg+money.”+The+old+lady+scrawled+on+and+on+and+on+that+postcard+until+she+filled+it+up,+then+turned+it+over+and+even+wrote+on+the+front—around+and+around+the+edges+until+there+was+barely+room+for+the+address.

  Of+course,+we+could+not+sell+a+new+piano+for+$10+a+month.+No+finance+company+would+carry+a+contract+with+payments+that+small,+so+we+ignored+her+postcards.

  One+day,+however,+I+happened+to+be+in+that+area+calling+on+other+replies,+and+out+of+curiosity+I+decided+to+look+the+old+lady+up.+I+found+pretty+much+what+I+expected:+the+old+lady+lived+in+a+one+room+sharecroppers+cabin+in+the+middle+of+a+cotton+field.

  The+cabin+had+a+dirty+floor+and+there+were+chickens+in+the+house.+Obviously,+the+old+lady+could+not+have+qualified+to+purchase+anything+on+credit—no+car,+no+phone,+no+real+job,+nothing+but+a+roof+over+her+head+and+not+a+very+good+one+at+that.+I+could+see+daylight+through+it+in+several+places.+Her+little+granddaughter+was+about+10,+barefoot+and+wearing+a+feed+sack+dress.

  I+explained+to+the+old+lady+that+we+could+not+sell+a+new+piano+for+$10+a+month+and+that+she+should+stop+writing+to+us+every+time+she+saw+our+ad.+I+drove+away+heartsick,+but+my+advice+had+no+effect—she+still+sent+us+the+same+postcard+every+six+weeks.+Always+wanting+a+new+piano,+red+mahogany,+please,+and+swearing+she+would+never+miss+a+$10+payment.+It+was+sad.

  A+couple+of+years+later,+I+owned+my+own+piano+company,+and+when+I+advertised+in+that+area,+the+postcards+started+coming+to+me.+For+months,+I+ignored+them—what+else+could+I+do?

  But+then,+one+day+when+I+was+in+the+area+something+came+over+me.+I+had+a+red+mahogany+piano+on+my+little+truck.+Despite+knowing+that+I+was+about+to+make+a+terrible+business+decision,+I+delivered+the+piano+to+her+and+told+her+I+would+carry+the+contract+myself+at+$10+a+month+with+no+interest,+and+that+would+mean+52+payments.+I+took+the+new+piano+in+the+house+and+placed+it+where+I+thought+the+roof+would+be+least+likely+to+rain+on+it.+I+admonished+her+and+the+little+girl+to+try+to+keep+the+chickens+off+it,+and+I+left—sure+I+had+just+thrown+away+a+new+piano.

  But+the+payments+came+in,+all+52+of+them+as+agreed—sometimes+with+coins+taped+to+a+3×5+inch+card+in+the+envelope.+It+was+incredible!

  So,+I+put+the+incident+out+of+my+mind+for+20+years.

  Then+one+day+I+was+in+Memphis+on+other+business,+and+after+dinner+at+the+Holiday+Inn+on+the+Levee,+I+went+into+the+lounge.+As+I+was+sitting+at+the+bar+having+an+afterdinner+drink,+I+heard+the+most+beautiful+piano+music+behind+me.+I+looked+around,+and+there+was+a+lovely+young+woman+playing+a+very+nice+grand+piano.

  Being+a+pianist+of+some+ability+myself,+I+was+stunned+by+her+virtuosity2,+and+I+picked+up+my+drink+and+moved+to+a+table+beside+her+where+I+could+listen+and+watch.+She+smiled+at+me,+asked+for+requests,+and+when+she+took+a+break+she+sat+down+at+my+table.

  “Aren’t+you+the+man+who+sold+my+grandma+a+piano+a+long+time+ago?”

  It+didn’t+ring+a+bell,+so+I+asked+her+to+explain.

  She+started+to+tell+me,+and+I+suddenly+remembered.+My+Lord,+it+was+her!+It+was+she,+little+barefoot+girl+in+the+feed+sack+dress!

  She+told+me+her+name+was+Elise+and+since+her+grandmother+couldn’t+afford+to+pay+for+lessons,+she+had+learned+to+play+by+listening+to+the+radio.+She+said+she+had+started+to+play+in+church+where+she+and+her+grandmother+had+to+walk+over+two+miles,+and+that+she+had+then+played+in+school,+had+won+many+awards+and+a+music+scholarship.+She+had+married+an+attorney+in+Memphis+and+he+had+bought+her+a+grand+piano.

  Something+else+entered+my+mind.+“Look,+Elise,”+I+asked,+“May+I+ask+you+what+kind+of+wood+is+your+first+piano+made+of,+the+one+your+grandmother+bought+you?”

  “It’s+red+mahogany,”+she+said,+“Why?”

  I+couldn’t+speak.

  Did+she+understand+the+significance3+of+the+red+mahogany?+The+unbelievable+audacity+of+her+grandmother+insisting+on+a+red+mahogany+piano+when+no+one+in+his+right+mind+would+have+sold+her+a+piano+of+any+kind?+I+think+not.

  And+then+did+the+old+lady+understand+the+marvelous+accomplishment+of+that+beautiful,+terribly+underprivileged+child+in+the+feed+sack+dress?+No,+I’m+sure+she+didn’t+understand+that+either.

  But+I+did,+and+my+throat+tightened.

  Finally,+I+found+my+voice.+“I+just+wondered,”+I+said.+“I’m+proud+of+you,+but+I+have+to+go+to+my+room.+”

  And+I+did+have+to+go+to+my+room,+because+men+don’t+like+to+be+seen+crying+in+public

  你的生命是个奇迹

  佚名

  我从不认为自己与众不同,但人们总是不断地说:“你是个奇迹。”对我来说,我只是一个怀着现实目标和伟大梦想的普通人。我曾是得克萨斯大学一名19岁的学生,当时我正在为成为一名整形外科医生的伟大理想而努力。

  1981年2月17日的晚上,我和相处了3年的女友莎伦,在图书馆里作一个器官试验。因为天色已晚,莎伦要我开车送她回宿舍。我们上了车,并没有意识到这次上车会让我的人生从此改变。很快,我就注意到油表显示为零,于是我将车停在附近的一家便利店前,去买两块钱的汽油。“两分钟就回来。”关车门时我对莎伦喊道。而事实上,我的人生即将在两分钟内发生改变。

  进了那家便利店如同进了地狱。在外面我还是个健康的、充满活力的未婚学生,但在门内,我成了一次暴力犯罪的牺牲品。我还以为进了一家没人的商店,但我马上意识到这家店并非空无一人。3名抢劫犯正在店内抢劫,我的到来让他们大为吃惊。其中一名罪犯立即掏出一把口径为38毫米的手枪指着我的头,命令我走到冷冻机旁,然后把我摁倒在地,像执行死刑般朝我的后脑勺开了一枪。他没有朝我开第二枪,显然是以为我死了。打劫后,3名劫匪逃之夭夭。

  这时候,莎伦正在纳闷我为什么还没回去。看到那3名男子离开那家店,她真的开始担心起来,因为我是她看到的进那家店的最后一个人。她马上跑到店内去找我,但是没看到一个人,只有几乎被洗劫一空的收银机上挂着一张账单,还有几枚硬币散落在上面。她在货架间飞快地边跑边喊:“迈克,迈克!”

  这时,一名店员从店后面走出来喊道:“小姐,快趴下,我刚才被打劫了,他们还开了枪。”

  莎伦赶快趴在地上,哭喊道:“你见到我男朋友了吗?他长着褐色的头发。”那人默默走到冷冻机旁,找到了我,此时我正呕吐不止。他赶忙帮我擦了嘴,然后报了警,叫来救护车。

  莎伦被吓坏了。她这才意识到我受伤了,但她根本想象不到我的伤势有多严重。

  警察赶来后,很快断定这是桩杀人案。他们都不相信我还能活过来,救护人员也说她从来没有见过伤势如此严重的人还能存活。凌晨一点半,住在休斯敦的父母被布莱肯瑞吉医院的电话铃惊醒,医院通知他们尽快赶到奥斯汀,因为他们担心我熬不过当晚。

  但那天夜里我挺了过来,第二天一大早,神经科医生决定给我动手术。然而,他很快又通知我的家人和莎伦,说如果接受手术的话,我存活的可能性只有40%。如果这还不算糟糕的话,那么医生接下来的话又使我的家人受到了更大的打击。他告诉他们,即便我万幸活了下来,也不可能再走路、说话,连最简单的指令也不会明白。

  我的家人本来期望能从医生那里听到一些鼓励的话,哪怕是一点点。但医生悲观的言语使我的家人没有理由相信我还会重新成为一个对社会有用的人。但是,我又一次从3个半小时的手术中奇迹般地活了下来。但正如医生所说的那样,我不能说话了,我的整个右侧身体瘫痪了,很多人认为我成了傻子,不过还好,我的身体状况很稳定。在私人看护病房里待了一个星期后,医生觉得我的恢复情况很好,可以坐救护飞机转到休斯敦的德欧洛康复医院。

  幻觉伴随着生理上的病症让我看不到希望。然而随着时间的流逝,我的意识逐渐清晰起来,大约6周过后,我的右腿可以轻微地动了。到了第七个星期,我的右臂能慢慢地挪动;第八个星期时,我第一次咕哝出了几个词。最初的时候,我讲话非常艰难而且很慢,毕竟这只是刚开始。我开始盼望着新的每一天,看看我能取得多大的进步。但就在我想着自己的生活最终将呈现光明的时候,我接受了医院一位心理专家的测试,她向我解释说,从我的测试结果来看,她认为我不应该再对重返大学校园抱有什么希望,最好制定一些“现实的目标”。

  她的这番话惹恼了我,我心想:“她是谁,凭什么断定我能干什么,不能干什么。她甚至都不认识我。我是一个坚定而倔犟的人!”我相信就是在那一刻,我下定决心,无论如何终有一天我要重返校园。

  我花了很长时间,付出了很多艰辛,最终在经过了一年半的垂死挣扎后,于1983年的秋天重新回到得州大学。接下来在奥斯汀的那几年对我来说充满了艰辛,但我坚信,为了看到生命中的美好,你不得不去经历一些磨难。也许是我经历了太多的不幸,我有一个信念——充实地度过每一天,尽力做到最好。我的每一天都过得忙碌而充实,除了学校的课程,我每周还要去布莱肯瑞吉医院接受三到五天的治疗。如果这还不够的话,还要每隔一周乘飞机去一次休斯敦,去同汤姆&#8226威廉斯——一位教练兼主管一起锻炼,他曾为很多大学和职业队效力,他还帮助了很多受伤的运动员,如厄尔&#8226坎贝尔和艾立克&#8226迪克森等。从汤姆那里我学会了:“没有什么是不可能的,永远不要放弃或退出。”

  早在我接受治疗的时候,父亲就总是重复着他喜欢的那句话,每天当我感到痛苦的时候我也对自己重复那句话——“脚踏实地,切勿急功近利。”

  1986年6月,一个阳光明媚的下午,当我步履蹒跚地走上台阶去领取得州大学文学学位时,我想到了那些鼓励我的话,想到了汤姆,想到了对我深信不疑的家人和莎伦。当我听到院长宣布我以“最优异的成绩”毕业时,我心中充满了激动和骄傲。接着他还宣布我被选入美国大学优等生荣誉学会,并在1600名毕业生中当选为12名迪安文学院的杰出毕业生之一。在许多观众站起来为我鼓掌的那一刻,我心潮澎湃、百感交集。我甚至觉得生命中不可能再经历那样的感慨和激情,甚至到我获得社会学硕士学位时,当我成为得克萨斯止痛减压中心的一名全职工作人员时也不曾有过。但是我错了!

  1987年5月24日,我和莎伦结婚了,我觉得再没有什么能与此时的快乐相提并论。莎伦是我高中时期的女友,9年的风风雨雨,她一直陪在我身旁。对我来说,她是我的奇迹,是我在这个充满艰辛和伤痛的世界上拥有的一颗钻石。为了能日夜守候在我身旁,莎伦在我受伤时放弃了学业。她对我的爱从未动摇过,她从未抛弃过我,是她的忠诚和爱伴着我度过了无数个黑暗的日子。当别的19岁女孩儿去参加舞会、享受生活的时候,莎伦把青春献给了病床上的我,等待我的康复。对我来说,这就是爱的真谛。在那个美满的婚礼之后,我继续在止痛中心做兼职工作,并获得了硕士学位。我们过得很开心,而莎伦怀孕的消息更让我觉得幸福。

  1990年7月11日0点15分,莎伦把我从梦中唤醒:“我们得去医院了……我的羊水破了。”我不禁感叹,命运真让人啼笑皆非,它差点让我在那家便利店里丢了性命,而现在在7月11日,它却要让我们迎接一个新的生命。多年来,莎伦帮我度过了一个又一个难关,这次该我来帮助她了。经历了15个小时的分娩,在下午3点10分,莎伦和我一起迎来了我们美丽的女儿——萧恩&#8226艾丽斯&#8226斯高!看到美丽的女儿健康地诞生,我的喜悦和幸福化做泪水夺眶而出。我们迫不及待地数着她的10个手指和10个脚趾,看着她用大大的眼睛注视着她的世界。初生的婴儿躺在妈妈柔软的怀里,这一幅优美的画面将永远留在我的心中。就在那一刻,我感谢上帝赐予我们如此伟大的奇迹——我的萧恩&#8226艾丽斯&#8226斯高。

  Miracle,+Your+Life+!

  Anonymous+

  I+never+considered+myself+unique,+but+people+are+constantly+telling+me,+“you+are+a+miracle.”+To+me,+I+was+just+an+ordinary+“guy”+with+realistic+goals+and+big+dreams.+I+was+a+19yearold+student+at+the+University+of+Texas+and+well+on+my+way+toward+fulfilling+my+“big+dream”+of+one+day+becoming+an+orthopedic1+surgeon.

  On+the+night+of+February+17,+1981,+I+was+studying+for+an+Organic+Chemistry+test+at+the+library+with+Sharon,+my+girlfriend+of+three+years.+Sharon+had+asked+me+to+drive+her+back+to+her+dormitory+as+it+was+getting+quite+late.+We+got+into+my+car,+not+realizing+that+just+getting+into+a+car+would+never+quite+be+the+same+for+me+again.+I+quickly+noticed+that+my+gas+gauge+was+registered+on+empty+so+I+pulled+into+a+nearby+convenience+store+to+buy+two+dollars’+worth+of+gas.+“+I’ll+be+back+in+two+minutes,”+I+yelled+at+Sharon+as+I+closed+the+door.+But+instead,+those+two+minutes+changed+my+life+forever.

  Entering+the+convenience+store+was+like+entering+the+twilight+zone.+On+the+outside+I+was+a+healthy,+athletic,+premed+student,+but+on+the+inside+I+was+just+another+statistic+of+a+violent+crime.+I+thought+I+was+entering+an+empty+store,+but+suddenly+I+realized+it+was+not+empty+at+all.+Three+robbers+were+in+the+process+of+committing+a+robbery+and+my+entrance+into+the+store+caught+them+by+surprise.+One+of+the+criminals+immediately+shoved+a+38+caliber+handgun+to+my+head,+ordered+me+to+the+cooler,+pushed+me+down+on+the+floor,+and+pumped+a+bullet+into+the+back+of+my+head—eution+style.+He+obviously+thought+I+was+dead+because+he+did+not+shoot+me+again.+The+trio+of+thieves+finished+robbing+the+store+and+left+calmly.

  Meanwhile,+Sharon+wondered+why+I+had+not+returned.+After+seeing+the+three+men+leave+the+store+she+really+began+to+worry+as+I+was+the+last+person+she+saw+entering+the+store.+She+quickly+went+inside+to+look+for+me,+but+saw+no+oneonly+an+almost+empty+cash+register+containing+one+check+and+several+pennies.+Quickly+she+ran+down+each+aisle+shouting,+“Mike,+Mike!”

  Just+then+the+attendant+appeared+from+the+back+of+the+store+shouting,+“Lady,+get+down+on+the+floor.+I’ve+just+been+robbed+and+shot+at.”

  Sharon+quickly+dropped+to+the+floor+screaming,+“Have+you+seen+my+boyfriend.+He+has+auburn+hair.”+The+man+did+not+reply+but+went+back+to+the+cooler+where+he+found+me+choking+on+my+vomit.+The+attendant+quickly+cleaned+my+mouth+and+then+called+for+the+police+and+an+ambulance.

  Sharon+was+in+shock.+She+was+beginning+to+understand+that+I+was+hurt,+but+she+could+not+begin+to+comprehend+or+imagine+the+severity2+of+my+injury.

  When+the+police+arrived+they+immediately+called+the+homicide+division+as+they+did+not+think+I+would+survive+and+the+paramedic3+reported+that+she+had+never+seen+a+person+so+severely+wounded+survive.+At+1:30+a.m.+my+parents+who+lived+in+Houston,+were+awakened+by+a+telephone+call+from+Brackenridge+Hospital+advising+them+to+come+to+Austin+as+soon+as+possible+for+they+feared+I+would+not+make+it+through+the+night.

  But+I+did+make+it+through+the+night+and+early+in+the+morning+the+neurosurgeon+decided+to+operate.+However,+he+quickly+informed+my+family+and+Sharon+that+my+chances+of+surviving+the+surgery+were+only+40%.+If+this+were+not+bad+enough,+the+neurosurgeon+further+shocked+my+family+by+telling+them+what+life+would+be+like+for+me+if+I+beat+the+odds+and+survived.+He+said+I+probably+would+never+walk,+talk,+or+be+able+to+understand+even+simple+commands.

  My+family+was+hoping+and+praying+to+hear+even+the+slightest+bit+of+encouragement+from+that+doctor.+Instead,+his+pessimistic+words+gave+my+family+no+reason+to+believe+that+I+would+ever+again+be+a+productive+member+of+society.+But+once+again+I+beat+the+odds+and+survived+the+three+and+a+half+hours+of+surgery.+Granted,+I+still+could+not+talk,+my+entire+right+side+was+paralyzed+and+many+people+thought+I+could+not+understand,+but+at+least+I+was+stable.+After+one+week+in+a+private+room+the+doctors+felt+I+had+improved+enough+to+be+transferred+by+jet+ambulance+to+Del+Oro+Rehabilitation+Hospital+in+Houston.

  My+hallucinations4,+coupled+with+my+physical+problems,+made+my+prognosis+still+very+bleak.+However,+as+time+passed+my+mind+began+to+clear+and+approximately+six+weeks+later+my+right+leg+began+to+move+ever+so+slightly.+Within+seven+weeks+my+right+arm+slowly+began+to+move+and+at+eight+weeks+I+uttered+my+first+few+words.+My+speech+was+extremely+difficult+and+slow+in+the+beginning,+but+at+least+it+was+a+beginning.+I+was+starting+to+look+forward+to+each+new+day+to+see+how+far+I+would+progress.+But+just+as+I+thought+my+life+was+finally+looking+brighter+I+was+tested+by+the+hospital+europsychologist.+She+explained+to+me+that+judging+from+my+test+results+she+believed+that+I+should+not+focus+on+returning+to+college+but+that+it+would+be+better+to+set+more+“realistic+goals.”

  Upon+hearing+her+evaluation+I+became+furious+for+I+thought,+“Who+is+she+to+tell+me+what+I+can+or+cannot+do.+She+does+not+even+know+me.+I+am+a+very+determined+and+stubborn+person.”+I+believe+it+was+at+that+very+moment+that+I+decided+I+would+somehow,+someday+return+to+college.

  It+took+me+a+long+time+and+a+lot+of+hard+work+but+I+finally+returned+to+the+University+of+Texas+in+the+fall+of+1983—a+year+and+a+half+after+almost+dying.+The+next+few+years+in+Austin+were+very+difficult+for+me,+but+I+truly+believe+that+in+order+to+see+beauty+in+life+you+have+to+experience+some+unpleasantness.+Maybe+I+have+experienced+too+much+unpleasantness,+but+I+believe+in+living+each+day+to+the+fullest,+and+doing+the+very+best+I+can.+And+each+new+day+was+very+busy+and+very+full,+for+besides+attending+classes+at+the+University+I+underwent+therapy+three+to+five+days+each+week+at+Brackenridge+Hospital.+If+this+were+not+enough+I+flew+to+Houston+every+other+weekend+to+work+with+Tom+Williams,+a+trainer+and+eutive+who+had+worked+for+many+colleges+and+professional+teams+and+also+had+helped+many+injured+athletes,+such+as+Earl+Campbell+and+Eric+Dickerson.+Through+Tom+I+learned,+“Nothing+is+impossible+and+never,+never+give+up+or+quit.”

  Early,+during+my+therapy,+my+father+kept+repeating+to+me+one+of+his+favorite+sayings.+I+have+repeated+it+almost+every+day+since+being+hurt,+“Mile+by+mile+it’s+a+trial,+yard+by+yard+it’s+hard,+but+inch+by+inch+it’s+a+cinch.”

  I+thought+of+those+words,+and+I+thought+of+Tom,+my+family+and+Sharon+who+believed+so+strongly+in+me+as+I+climbed+the+steps+to+receive+my+diploma+from+the+Dean+of+Liberal+Arts+at+the+University+of+Texas+on+that+bright+sunny+afternoon+in+June+of+1986.+Excitement+and+pride+filled+my+heart+as+I+heard+the+dean+announce+that+I+had+graduated+with+“highest+honors”,+been+elected+to+Phi+Beta+Kappa,+and+been+chosen+as+one+of+12+Dean’s+Distinguished+Graduates+out+of+1600+in+the+College+of+Liberal+Arts.+The+overwhelming+emotions+and+feelings+that+I+experienced+at+that+very+moment,+when+most+of+the+audience+gave+me+a+standing+ovation,+I+felt+would+never+again+be+matched+in+my+life—not+even+when+I+graduated+with+a+master’s+degree+in+social+work+and+not+even+when+I+became+employed+full+time+at+the+Texas+Pain+and+Stress+Center.+But+I+was+wrong.

  On+May+24,+1987,+I+realized+that+nothing+could+ever+match+the+joy+I+felt+as+Sharon+and+I+were+married.+Sharon,+my+high+school+sweetheart+of+nine+years,+had+always+stood+by+me,+through+good+and+bad+times.+To+me,+Sharon+is+my+miracle,+my+diamond+in+a+world+filled+with+problems,+hurt,+and+pain.+It+was+Sharon+who+dropped+out+of+school+when+I+was+hurt+so+that+she+could+constantly+be+at+my+side.+She+never+wavered+or+gave+up+on+me.+It+was+her+faith+and+love+that+pulled+me+through+so+many+dark+days.+While+other+nineteenyearold+girls+were+going+to+parties+and+enjoying+life,+Sharon+devoted+her+life+to+my+recovery.+That,+to+me,+is+the+true+definition+of+love.+After+our+beautiful+wedding+I+continued+working+part+time+at+the+Pain+Center+and+completed+my+work+for+a+master’s+degree.+We+were+extremely+happy,+but+even+happier+when+we+learned+Sharon+was+pregnant.

  On+July+11,+1990,+at+12:15+a.m.,+Sharon+woke+me+with+the+news,+“We+need+to+go+to+the+hospital...+my+water+just+broke.”+I+couldn’t+help+but+think+how+ironic+it+was+that+my+life+almost+ended+in+a+convenience+store+and+now+on+the+date+“711”+we+were+about+to+bring+a+new+life+into+this+world.+This+time+it+was+my+turn+to+help+Sharon+as+she+had+helped+me+over+those+past+years.+She+was+in+labor+for+15+hours.+At+3:10+p.m.+Sharon+and+I+experienced+the+birth+of+our+beautiful+daughter,+Shawn+Elyse+Segal.+Tears+of+joy+and+happiness+came+to+my+eyes+as+our+healthy,+alert,+wonderful+daughter+entered+this+world.+We+anxiously+counted+her+10+fingers+and+her+10+toes+and+watched+her+wide+eyes+taking+in+the+world+about+her.+It+was+truly+a+beautiful+picture+that+was+etched+in+my+mind+forever+as+she+lay+in+her+mother’s+waiting+arms,+just+minutes+after+her+birth.+At+that+moment+I+thanked+God+for+blessing+us+with+the+greatest+miracle+of+all—Shawn+Elyse+Segal.

  爱的奇效

  玛丽&#8226舍曼&#8226希尔伯特

  1944年,我们都害怕过圣诞节。对于我们全家而言,战争永远也不会结束。

  电报在8月里寄到了我家。鲍勃很少的一些私人物品、盖在棺木上的旗子、他在菲律宾群岛的墓地平面图,还有一枚“杰出飞行十字勋章”也被接二连三地寄到。而这更加深了我们的悲伤和痛苦。

  在中西部大草原出生的哥哥,每天骑马去上学,但是从看到飞机的第一天起,他就梦想着自己能驾驶飞机。他21岁以前,我们住在华盛顿州的西雅图。第二次世界大战爆发时,鲍勃动身去了最近的一个空军招兵处。他身材单薄,就像父亲一样骨瘦如柴,体重差10磅未能达标。

  他没有放弃,而是说服母亲尽可能地每天为他做她能想到的可以增肥的饭菜。饭前、饭中和饭后,他都要吃东西。我们笑称他是“顿顿肉”。

  在海军军校办公室里,他登上秤——还是差3磅。哥哥绝望了,他的朋友们接二连三地参军走了,他最好的朋友也已进入海军空军团。第二天早上,他吃了1磅油腻腻的熏肉,6个鸡蛋,5根香蕉,还喝了2加仑牛奶,他的身体肿胀得像只肥猪,以此来增加他的体重。他的体重达标了,还多出8盎司。

  哥哥在华盛顿的帕斯科初级飞行员培训学校里被提名为“热火飞行员”,并自愿加入加利福尼亚州圣玛丽斯的“牵引机俱乐部”(后因发动机故障,被迫离开),这让我们都摇头叹息,为他担心。母亲为他祈祷。哥哥生来就天不怕地不怕,这一点母亲很清楚。在从科帕斯克里斯蒂毕业之前,哥哥申请转到佛罗里达州的彭萨科拉的海军空军团。他在那里接受过鱼雷轰炸机驾驶训练后,被派遣到海外战场。

  人们都说,在敌军的火力攻击下,鲍勃在新几内亚岛上空,在他渴望驾驶的飞机里牺牲了。

  我从未为鲍勃的死而哭泣过。我在自己的脑海中勾勒出这样一幅画面:兴奋的哥哥驾驶着飞机穿过云霄,做着他最喜欢做的事,他那蓝色的眼睛因为对生活的热爱而闪闪发光。然而,父母眼中那永远都挥之不去的悲伤却让我流泪了。

  母亲的信念支撑着她,但是父亲明显苍老了。不管牧师什么时候上门,父亲总是礼貌地倾听着,但是我们知道,他心里是苦的。他每天强迫自己去工作,但是对每一件事都失去了兴趣,其中包括他喜爱的会员俱乐部。他特别想拥有一枚会员戒指,在母亲的支持下,他开始省钱准备买一枚。当然,鲍勃死后,这件事情也就搁置了下来。

  我害怕圣诞节的到来。鲍勃很喜欢过圣诞节。他的热情也会早早地感染我们一起兴奋起来。他给我们的惊喜总是充满了传奇色彩:在学校里做一件玩具小木屋送给我们,或者在神秘的地方为弟弟藏一只玩具小狗,用他挣的第一份钱给母亲买一件昂贵的裙子。他所做的每一件事情都给我们带来了惊喜。

  没有鲍勃的圣诞节将会是怎样的?不怎么样。叔叔阿姨们,还有奶奶都来了,尽管我们又做着往年过节的事情,但都是心不在焉。父亲一直坐着,默默地凝神望着窗外,母亲也是心情沉重,忧心忡忡……

  12月23日,又一个政府邮包寄来了。母亲伤心地打开包裹,里面是鲍勃的蓝色制服,父亲面无表情地看着它们。这段时间之后,为什么,为什么他们——不知道姓名的他们——要寄鲍勃的制服回来?我悲痛地想着。当时房间死一般寂静。当母亲重新把衣服折好,准备收起来时,出于作为母亲的本性,她机械地、麻木地翻看着每个口袋。

  在上衣里面的一个小口袋里,整齐地叠放着50美元,还附带着一张鲍勃写的小纸条,上面的字迹是那样熟悉:“为爸爸买会员戒指的钱。”

  如果我活到了100岁,也永远忘不了当时父亲脸上的表情。在他的脸上发生了一些喜人的转变——你可以欣喜地看到一丝惊讶,一丝喜悦,还有一丝淡淡的平静。噢,爱的奇效!爸爸呆呆地站在那里,盯着他手里的那张纸条和叠得整整齐齐的50美元看了许久,然后走到挂在墙上醒目位置的鲍勃的照片前,庄严地敬了个礼。

  “圣诞快乐,儿子。”他低声说道,接着转身去迎接圣诞节了。

  .

  The+Healing+Power+of+Love

  Mary+Sherman+Hilbert

  We+dreaded+Christmas+that+year.+It+was+1944,+and+the+war+would+never+be+over+for+our+family.+

  The+telegram+had+arrived+in+August.+Bob’s+few+personal+possessions,+the+flag+from+his+coffin,+the+plan+of+his+burial+site+in+the+Philippine+Islands,+and+a+Distinguished+Flying+Cross+had+arrived+one+by+one,+adding+to+our+agonizing+grief.

  Born+on+a+Midwest+prairie,+my+brother+rode+horseback+to+school+but+wanted+to+fly+an+airplane+from+the+first+day+he+saw+one.+By+the+time+he+was+twentyone,+we+were+living+in+Seattle,+Washington.+When+World+WarⅡbroke+out,+Bob+headed+for+the+nearest+Air+Force+recruitment+office.+Slightly+built,+skinny+like+his+father,+he+was+ten+pounds+underweight.

  Undaunted,+he+persuaded+mother+to+cook+every+fattening+food+she+could+think+of.+He+ate+before+meals,+between+meals+and+after+meals.+We+laughed+and+called+him“lardo”.

  At+the+Navy+Cadet+Office+he+stepped+on+the+scale—still+three+pounds+to+go.+He+was+desperate.+His+friends+were+leaving+one+after+the+other+his+best+buddy+was+already+in+the+Marine+Air+Corps.+The+next+morning,+he+ate+a+pound+of+greasy+bacon,+six+eggs+and+five+bananas,+drank+two+gallons+of+milk,+and,+bloated+like+a+pig,+staggered+back+on+their+scale.+He+passed+the+weighin+with+eight+ounces+to+spare.+

  When+he+was+nominated+Hot+Pilot+of+primary+training+school+in+Pasco,+Washington,+and+involuntarily+joined+the+“Caterpillar+Club”+(engine+failure+causing+the+bailout)+at+St.+Mary’s,+California,+we+shook+our+heads+and+worried.+Mother+prayed.+He+was+born+fearless,+and+she+knew+it.+Before+graduating+from+Corpus+Christi,+he+applied+for+transfer+to+the+Marine+Air+Corps+at+Pensacola,+Florida.+He+trained+in+torpedo+bombers+before+being+sent+overseas.m.bīQikμ.ИěΤ

  They+said+Bob+died+under+enemy+fire+over+New+Guinea+in+the+plane+he+wanted+so+desperately+to+fly.+

  I+never+wept+for+Bob.+In+my+mind’s+eye,+I+pictured+my+debonair+big+brother+wingtapping+through+the+clouds,+doing+what+he+loved+best,+his+blue+eyes+sparkling+with+love+of+life.+But+I+wept+for+the+sadness+that+never+left+my+parents’+eyes.

  Mother’s+faith+sustained+her,+but+my+father+aged+before+our+eyes.+He+listened+politely+whenever+the+minister+came+to+call,+but+we+knew+Daddy+was+bitter.+He+dragged+himself+to+work+every+day+but+lost+interest+in+everything+else,+including+his+beloved+Masonic+Club.+He+very+much+wanted+a+Masonic+ring,+and+at+Mother’s+insistence+he+had+started+saving+for+the+ring.+Of+course,+after+Bob+died,+that+too+ceased.

  I+dreaded+the+approach+of+Christmas.+Bob+loved+Christmas.+His+enthusiasm+excited+us+long+before+season+took+over.+His+surprises+were+legendary:+a+dollhouse+made+at+school,+a+puppy+hidden+in+mysterious+places+for+little+brother,+an+expensive+dress+for+Mother+bought+with+the+very+first+money+he+ever+earned.+Everything+had+to+be+a+surprise.

  What+would+Christmas+be+without+Bob?+Not+much.+Aunts,+uncles+and+Grandmother+were+coming,+so+we+went+through+the+motions+as+much+for+memory+as+anything,+but+our+hearts+weren’t+in+it.+Dad+sat+for+longer+and+longer+periods,+staring+silently+out+the+window,+and+Mother’s+heart+was+heavy+with+worry...

  On+December+23,+another+officiallooking+package+arrived.+My+father+watched+stonefaced+as+Mother+unpacked+Bob’s+dress+blues.+After+all+this+time,+why+oh,+why+did+they—the+nameless+they—send+his+dress+uniform,+I+thought+bitterly.+Silence+hung+heavy.+As+she+refolded+the+uniform+to+put+it+away,+a+mother’s+practicality+surfaced,+and+she+went+through+the+pockets+almost+by+rote,+aching+with+grief.

  In+a+small,+inside+jacket+pocket+was+a+neatly+folded+fiftydollar+bill+with+a+tiny+note+in+Bob’s+familiar+handwriting,+“For+Dad’s+Masonic+ring.”

  If+I+live+to+be+a+hundred,+I+will+never+forget+the+look+on+my+father’s+face.+Some+kind+of+beautiful+transformation+took+place—a+touch+of+wonder,+a+hint+of+joy,+a+quiet+serenity+that+was+glorious+to+behold.+Oh,+the+healing+power+of+love!+He+stood+transfixed,+staring+at+the+note+and+the+trimly+folded+fiftydollar+bill+in+his+hand+for+what+seemed+an+eternity+then+he+walked+to+Bob’s+picture+hanging+prominently+on+the+wall+and+solemnly+saluted.

  “Merry+Christmas,+Son,+”he+murmured,+and+turned+to+welcome+Christmas. 无尽的昏迷过后,时宇猛地从床上起身。想要看最新章节内容,请下载星星阅读app,无广告免费阅读最新章节内容。网站已经不更新最新章节内容,已经星星阅读小说APP更新最新章节内容。

  他大口的呼吸起新鲜的空气,胸口一颤一颤。

  迷茫、不解,各种情绪涌上心头。

  这是哪?

  随后,时宇下意识观察四周,然后更茫然了。

  一个单人宿舍?

  就算他成功得到救援,现在也应该在病房才对。

  还有自己的身体……怎么会一点伤也没有。

  带着疑惑,时宇的视线快速从房间扫过,最终目光停留在了床头的一面镜子上。

  镜子照出他现在的模样,大约十七八岁的年龄,外貌很帅。

  可问题是,这不是他!下载星星阅读app,阅读最新章节内容无广告免费

  之前的自己,是一位二十多岁气宇不凡的帅气青年,工作有段时间了。

  而现在,这相貌怎么看都只是高中生的年纪……

  这个变化,让时宇发愣很久。

  千万别告诉他,手术很成功……

  身体、面貌都变了,这根本不是手术不手术的问题了,而是仙术。

  他竟完全变成了另外一个人!

  难道……是自己穿越了?

  除了床头那摆放位置明显风水不好的镜子,时宇还在旁边发现了三本书。

  时宇拿起一看,书名瞬间让他沉默。

  《新手饲养员必备育兽手册》

  《宠兽产后的护理》

  《异种族兽耳娘评鉴指南》

  时宇:???

  前两本书的名字还算正常,最后一本你是怎么回事?

  “咳。”

  时宇目光一肃,伸出手来,不过很快手臂一僵。

  就在他想翻开第三本书,看看这究竟是个什么东西时,他的大脑猛地一阵刺痛,大量的记忆如潮水般涌现。

  冰原市。

  宠兽饲养基地。

  实习宠兽饲养员。网站即将关闭,下载星星阅读app为您提供大神方雪梅的美丽英文

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